I read with envy the training posts that everyone else is writing and wished I had the same to report too.
Truth be told, since coming home from holiday on 16 January, I’ve been in and out of the doctor’s clinic and hospital multiple times. It all started with a stubborn runny nose that fought hard to remain with me, followed by mucus so thick that I had trouble clearing it. Finally after 3 visits to the doctor, they told me to visit a Ear Nose Throat (ENT) specialist instead.
Since it was nearing end January and we were celebrating Chinese New Year here, I could only make the appointment when the holidays were over.
The ENT specialist gave me some antibiotics and other meds to clear the sinus infection. It worked well and took away the persistent throbbing dull pain that I experienced in my right eye. However, I also experienced searing pain in my head that seemed to come and go without any warning. Upon hearing that, the ENT specialist advised me to go for a scan.
Couple of the days later, I went for a follow up visit to see the results of the scan. The scan revealed that my right frontal sinusitis was completely filled with pus! And the nose had difficulty clearing them. A surgical procedure was required to drain them out. So this was what was causing the pain.
I had thought it would be a simple day surgery and I could go back to work after that, and so asked if it could be done that day. Sure, came the reply. Before I knew it, I was being admitted to the hospital, mentally un-prepared, and dressed for work. (The procedure actually required a GA and I would need to be warded for a day!) I wonder who was more amused by my lets-do-it-now attitude, me or the specialist?
Everything came and went fast from the decision onwards. I had to call my insurance agent, my boss to let him know I will be away from work for a few days and my family. Shucks! In my haste to leave the house this morning, I did not hug my dog
The procedure went well and there was minimal pain. However, I was not allowed to blow my nose as it may cause swelling and pressure to build up in my right eye region. Try telling that to someone like me whose nose is uber-sensitive and I might as well cry.
So here I am 1 week post-surgery with no training done for the past 4 weeks or so. Panic is an under-statement. I worry about my lack of training this year. I worry about how my nose will react in the thin *and* DRY air in the desert. I worry about the sand. I worry if my gaiters and my last order of freeze dried food will arrive in time. I worry…
Yes, it is very easy for me to back out now but it is also difficult at the same time. I’m sure you understand why… the past few months of training, planning, anticipation…
Instead, I shall go and try to cover as many meters, km as I can. I will need to manage my own expectations and be smart to know when to let it go. The sun will rise another day.
Till then, take care folks & CYA!!
p/s: The silver lining in this episode is that, at least I know I will not have any issue with air pressure when the air plane descends:P
This has been cross-posted from my blog space in Racing The Planet on 15-Feb-2012.